શુક્રવાર, 17 સપ્ટેમ્બર, 2010

Self Reliance 4/ Lets go out from Comfort zone

Lets go out from Comfort zone Mona….!

Another thing which was not acceptable to my blood with self respect that at the end of the month the owner of the place used to come and tell me to take my salary from the cash box only. I was told the amount of my salary (Rs. 650/ a month). So it was little strange for me, to take my salary from the cash box, that was good that he was having all the faith on me, but there was no one to see weather I am taking exact amount, no one who was taking any account. That was good atmosphere that things were on trust, but the remuneration which I used to take has to be given. So this was giving me clear understanding that he does not care about the part of business which I was handling and for him it was peanut amount. I thought work which can use my mind, my body and where I can contribute what all I have learned during my education. Here there was nothing to contribute.
So I have decided to move out from the comfort zone even after Papa’s death.
However if I do not thank them it will be totally injustice, they were so supportive, there was also situation of receiving sympathy. You can hardly get this kind of employers who really supports their employees particularly in their critical time, and really genuine.

Turning point of Life:

One day when I was on the play ground, it was selection for the National team. I was not sure weather to play the National game since I was under the tremendous shock of my father’s death. It was my first day out from home after the Papa’s death. But my mother and some relatives encouraged me to go and play. Hardly 25 days after my father’s death.
My brother came to pick me at the play ground, since I got a call for the job which became my final destination. How can I forget that moment? I am sure it was all blessing from Nani and Papa.
I very much remember I directly rush from play ground for my first interaction or interview. I was in dusty cloths, I had to borrow longer skirt which was on Polyester cloth from one of friend on the ground only at the time of my first and last interview for the job or whatever name you want to give or use ( I normally totally against with word “job”) was with totally dusty cloths! When I told my mother this job involves lot of travelling so my mother says - than this is the right job for you Mona, pls. go ahead with it. I was earning Rs. 50 more than the earlier job.
After this I was selected in National completion but was also called for the job, so that was the last game which I have played. I have played some open games after that though.
I was not having any idea in which world I was entering in to! I was not having any definition of work; I just wanted to do work. The other thing I was totally on learning mode. If I do any kind of work or any work I feel I am the top of the world.

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