Easy job? Not for me

This blog is in continuation of my earlier blogs)
I totally delinked however thank fully I have written my thoughts with uninterrupted way earlier I am trying to reconnect with it. I took little long break. But very interesting things developed these days with me. I cant stop myself to write about that as well. I also have to do Gujarati Translation of my earlier blog so this always happens to us, we often find the excuses to the work which we really like but we always give priority to the work which we have to do because---
Well everything is for survival and we are- No I am not that exceptional, the blog is also about that

I am simple person,
an honest ( without any dought and honest to myself),
a common person, and
I am for sure can not do miracles all the time.
Okay I continue with my earlier thoughts, I was writing on my background.

Easy job? Not for me?

You will expect no. of stupid and useless questions/unnecessary conversations from many just because you are young. Yes particularly from male officers. They may have seen the world and society than us and me so they may be wonder that how a girl or girls or ladies of young age can do this type of job which involves lot of travelling, and interaction with the people from all walks of life. No. of time I got the advise ( off course without asking and free ) that table work is really good for me, secure job is important for girls ( for single girls as well) and many more tips which as usual with my stupid nature never used to listen even and cant really give my minutes to think over. Yes may be some time people call it ambition but it was not an ambition, I am sure it was passion to work, for work, and the feeling of satisfaction of what you are doing. When you are convinced with whatever you are doing, and happy about it that is the work you should be involving your self.
The work has always given me feeling that whatever I have studied was not of any use and no body will believe I have never studied the thing which I have done all my life uptill now. I was not aware how Salt was produced and where?, what is the Minor Forest Produce and how it is been collected and how it is the life for thousands, not aware on what is the informal sector, what is social work and NGO’s etc.
In any case I was very clear that easy job was not for me, I was not having any simple definition of work, and hence I want to do anything which really gives me happiness. ( I never used such kind of words but I did lot of discussion/ manomanthan with myself and I came to the conclusion that I really liked it and hence I was doing, there was some inner force, so lets use this rather than describing that “ I have passion for this kind of work and I really like to do work for poor etc.)

Luck or hard work??

I am the most fortunate person in this world who never had to do struggle just because of the education in the orphan school, or without having any technical or a “professional” background. Yes one has to do hard work for sure and there is no short cut. ” I think I have achieved the best which one should or can achieve in their professional life or wanting to go at that height in their professional life.
In my child hood I have seen no. of disturbances (I have written about it) but whatever happened at that time, I and all of us at our home believe it was good for us. If we have not been told to vacate the house we could not get the small house and we became owner of the house.
I was in fourth standard, my twin- brother and sister born and at the same time we have shifted the house, ( 11th one and this time in our own) but it was our first ever owned house. The gold ornaments of the mother were sacrificed but we were having our home.
We, the all younger generation or current generation of our family decided not to take any family dispute of past bitterness ahead. We are in good terms.
I am not able to describe in word the expression and feeling of my Nani, after owning home! It was an apartment and she never used to stay earlier in flat/ apartment. It was two rooms and one kitchen, with one gallery.